lol.. first to say.. im not christian.. but this song almost role on entire day of mine.. looks like i really mizz my kindergarden-hood.. jesus-loves-me, i learn this when i was kindergarden.. couldnt remember all wats happen b4.. just knew tat every fri, we will all gather around kind of passage way or something n sang this song together.. but wat i only know is how to sing'' yes jesus loves me'' lol.. think bcuz i always ponteng by crying for dont wanna attend the sch.. i still remembered it bcuz everytime when about to leave the door.. i sure start crying n make lots of excuse avoid going to sch.. when i tries to resemble back.. my memory now was kinda blur.. i hate wearing socks n i alwayz stomach ache after having milo as my breakfast.. i had forgotten this was only the excuse or the reason y i dont like schling.. but this already my habit.. i dont drink milo for my breakfast n i dont ever wear those kind of socks.. it makes me sick~ LOL.. just now morning when i wake up i wonder wats make me mizz my kindergarden so much.. i checked back my class photo during my young age.. i was not in the pic.. i hasnt attend the sch again.. i saw the boy.. my only fren for my whole term kindergarden.. i already start acting cool by tat time.. so i have no fren.. if not mistaken he was a class monitor by tat time.. cant remember tat he came to talk to me or been ordered by teacher to do so.. he just very kind.. after this, i just dont so hate to b at sch anymore.. thinks it was quite mature of him.. his those type of not plaful n talkative.. just concern n sweet.. still remember tat 1 time after our sch end.. my dad come n fetch me.. still remember with the ninja.. after i go up to my car i saw my dad talking to some1.. was my dad fren.. surprisingly, he is my dad fren's son.. lol.. i push the window button up n down by tat time.. playing with him.. kinda stupid.. but we both enjoy it.. lol.. think this was our last story.. should b tat day was our graduation day or wat.. just knew tat i nvr meet him again ever since..
b4 i go out for my dinner just now.. there were an another story.. the guy tat attracted me b4 just chatted with me.. he told me he broked up with his gf.. lol.. just no idea wat should i say.. i just knew him through the internet last year.. perhaps our similiar way of life n thinking makes me felt curious bout him.. automatically i tries to explore on him.. quite interesting.. qualify by type tat i looking for.. but i wont seriously go for it.. '' he'' is still in my heart.. even till today.. lol.. plus this guy was abit kiddy for me.. keep looking for leng lui.. this actually doesnt a matter.. but he keep ask me to intro some to him.. well.. lol.. if he accept my flirting last time he wont b so suffer by now.. but if this really happen mayb ill act donno n ran away.. cuz i was just joking n not really meant to do so.. but hope he will get better soon.. he is kind of good person.. too good i guess.. 1 of the reason tat not suitable me.. lol~~~ after read over his blog.. i felt so bad.. bcuz of my awful english.. my eng just poor.. felt sorry to my dad n myself.. i have been study so long n even grad on a diploma.. n my eng just stop on my primary or kindergarden lvl i think.. i was so terrible.. wont try to blame on the primary n secondary sch eng education lvl.. there r numerous of my fren out there had their eng improved.. even much better then me.. every1 start pump up themselves after leaving secondary sch days.. but im only the 1 stayed at the same spot for being so long.. i havent start to crawl.. im really a loser.. lol.. nonsense for whole night.. time for me to sleep.. hoping for something will gives me motivation power.. hopes every1 do loves me.. happy valentine to all~
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